Looking back on our journey br It was so REAL, the beginning was so amazing br But neither of us knew it would be tears we would be facing br br I swear I sit and cry, when I think about how intimate we were br The subtraction of sex leaves long kisses and hugs, words of stanza br That anyone could adore br I would trade my heart in for that feeling, just once more br Just to feel you breathe on my neck br Just to hear your laugh again br Enjoy your words of a world above your own br Our poetry together made the perfect LOVE JONES br br But I was so high on you, your short coming to my heart br Couldn't never bring me down br Who cares if he doesn't SEE me, my concious would say br He has his way to con my smile br Who cares if he cracked your heart br After a long fly across the SEA br His mind so confused, he should have known not to fight his heart br Never counted on me to leave br br I just wish that he knew that I wasn't trying to touch his heart br I was yearning for an unobstructed entrance to his soul br I was there for an indefinite bliss, never to restrain the actions br Of his heart about other people, I only dreamed to be br His LOVE, radically distinctive! br br Now I am crying because I gave him a second chance br And he voided mine without review br He turned a blind eye towards my innocent desire to become closer br It made me wonder and sent me to a one night encounter of a warm shoulder br br Now I have a swollen belly br A child I will have to explain this story, I would say br Never let anything get the best of you, keep a heart of steel br Remember I will always be there for you, especially when love decides to kill br It will never hurt forever, you know br Your tears will water the ground br But LOVE will always have a special in your heart, br THAT ANJELIC BEATING SOUND..........