Coming down from happiness is rising back up again. br Something is missing. br I can’t quite put my finger on it. br My mind is running and running like there is no end. br It’s like I can’t stop it. br What’s going on? ? br Why was I in sorrow to begin with? ? ? br Hundreds of questions beating inside my head. br Why? br Why have I fallen from the happiness of my heart? ? br Am I falling apart? br I’m starting to hate this part. br Hating the sorrow that’s starting to rise deep inside my mind. br What the hell is wrong with my life? ? ! ! ! ! ! br Nothing it seems, br So what is bothering me? ? ? br I hate not having the answers to the thousand questions inside my head! ! ! br Its f*cking with my head! ! ! br It’s making me feel dead.