i have relied on circumstance and fate all of my life. br god has never shone down on me and occupied br my life with luck. br br i have lived with compromise and attainment without the need for belief br i have never had a calling or had the br ghost pierce through my organs and save me. br br today i watched you make your first communion and br you have never been so bright. your innocence, br highlighted in your glow. faith enveloped you br and you enveloped me.