I have tried so hard br My life is a sham br I cannot express myself for who I am br I have longed to find br A friend who is true br Who with stick with me br And help me through br br But no one cares br Though I am weak and torn br I cannot let them see the truth inside of br The pain inside of me will not go away br It only increases every day br br I have friends br Who does not br But mine are not real br They are not really there br They act nice to me br But I can see br They do not really care about me br br I listen to them br When they are down br I help them up off the ground br But when the time comes br They pretend that they do not see br As I lie there feeble and weak br br My wounds though many br They do not even try br To help me br To fix me br They could care less if I died br br And yet I cannot let them see br The truth that is in me br I know if I tried br They would just look away br br So here I am br Battered and torn br Trying not to show br The pain in me br I want so bad br To let it all out br But I cannot br The friends that I have br Would just shrug it off br It would not be their loss br br I lay by the highway br Bleeding and torn br My friends pass me by br I cannot lat them see br The pain and the agony inside of mebr br Edward Greybr br