I'VE PLAYED THE ROLE AS A GIRLFRIEND SHOULD br HELD YOU UP THROUGH GOOD TIMES AND THE BAD br NEVER KNOWING YOU'D DO THE THINGS YOU WOULD br LEAVES ME HERE FEELING HURT AND SAD br DEPRESSION IS GETTING THE BEST OF ME br BUT I'M TRYING NOT TO LET THIS CONSUME MY LIFE br CAUSE SOON I'LL HAVE SOMEONE THATS INSIDE OF ME br SO I NEED TO BLOCK OUT ALL THIS STRIFE br YOU ARE CAUSING ME TO STRESS A LOT br AND THAT ROAD IS DRAWN OUT BY YOU br PUTTING ME IN A TOUGH SPOT br TELLING ME WHAT I SHOULD DO br IT DOESNT WORK THAT WAY NOT ANYMORE br CANT HAVE WHAT YOU'RE USED TO RECEIVING br I'D FORGIVE AND FORGET FOR THE LITTLE THINGS br BUT THIS IS HARD TO LET GO, I'VE STOPPED BELIEVING. br SO ANGRY AT MYSELF FOR TRUSTING YOU br TRUSTING IN THE FACT YOU COULD DO NO WRONG br HOW STUPID COULD I HAVE BEEN br YOU'VE BEEN DOING THIS ALL ALONG br I GUESS THIS IS WHAT I DESERVE br FOR BEING TOO TRUSTWORTHY AND LETTING MY BOUNDARIES FALL DOWN br I HAVE LEFT MYSELF BECOME A WEAKER PERSON br EVER SINCE YOU'VE BEEN AROUND.br br SARAH A.