The clock keeps ticking away as pressure builds up inside br as time just passes by my emotions continue to hide. br I feel a heavy weight on top of my chest, and I dont know what to do br dont know whats the cause of this, just know I deeply miss you! br Everyday passes on by and I wait in hopes that I will see br staring into the nothingness of the air i'm meant to breathe br telling myself its okay, you're just a little late br but its been almost two months now and I still continue to wait br can't see you in my dreams anymore, you're nowhere to be found br i guess you're busy doing what you have to do and you cannot be around br still your face shines brightly through my mind just like it was today br and every thursday it hurts me more to work like i'm okay br the lasting memory i'll always have the last game of cards we played br still hurting me inside my heart to know you couldnt stay br when the day comes we meet in light, you better be ready to lose br cause we'll play another game of cards and i'll kick your ass in it a change from old to new... i miss you so much! ! !br br SARAH A.