Mixed feelings about my situation br I want to leave and stay br My trials have both good and bad br But torture I feel each day br br I know that pain makes us strong br so perservere i will br I'll stand my ground and praise my Lord br His purpose I will fulfill br br My heart is heavy br yet at the same time light br For I know my God is preparing me for better br He will soon make everything right br br He will change the bad to good br But patience is my key br Wait on the Lord I'll surely do br Until He's ready to use me br br I will love my enemies br Run to God in my time of need br Be afraid I won't br for God is taking the leadbr br Silent Speakerbr br