I never knew he could casue so much pain. br And to think i was close to becoming sane... br br He is my all! br And now not even a call... br br I don't know what i did, br am i just not good enough? br br Maybe i don't deserve to live. br I guess enough love i didn't give. br br I wish i knew br I don't know what i did to you. br br You said always and forever... br but now you say never. br br How can i get rid of the sorrow... br if it's just waiting for me tomorrow? br br I no longer wish to breathe. br Only to seize my existance. br br To end my life, br Would be a gift. br br The cuts are only temparary therapy br I just want to be happy. br br But apparently happiness it too much to ask. br br I'm sorry i even bothered......