You tell me that you need to know br how I truly feel br br How can I possibly tell you that br when I don't even know whats real br br Ever since I was a little child br I've been tough only to hide br br All of my emotions br everything inside br br You tell me you tried so damn hard br to help me break down my walls br br But all I did was shield away br and build them up real tall br br Inside I search for someone who really cares br the person that comes to mind is you br br I feel alone br because you ask me 'you are, who? ' br br I gaev up on love and feelings br a long time ago br br That is why my life is now br just a show br br Sorry I say, sister mine br I want to give you everything left br br But my voice has died br and you are deaf br br I love you, br I want you to know br br That if when I leave this world br I care for you deep inside, that's why I had to go. br br Remember sis that the dream lives on br As bright as a star in the sky, you have always shone. br br (to my sis....you probably will never read this....if you do...I love you...I always did....I'm sorry if i didn't show it....you where always the only one who cared...thank you for everything...