I know writing this may be futile, br ‘cause of all the atrocious words I’ve said, but br May I be pardoned to speak a few words of truth? br br Stingy must have been what you felt after my br Ostensibly hurtful assault of words. br Rest assured, these words were empty. br Regret constantly loomed over me as I br Yelled those violent slurs and insults. br br Damn me for my indiscretions and selfishness. br I can’t comprehend what I’m leaving behind br All I could ever ask for now resents my soul br No one can absolutely fill the gap in my heart br Nor rectify the mistake I have committed. br All I know is I’ve created a grim catastrophe for myself.