I hear outside as the rain br Begins to wipe away the pain br All the smeared blood br Begins to wash away in the flood br Thank, God, that it stings br No matter what life brings br I'll always take the worst of it br I'll take it without a fit br I hear as I begin to scream br I'm glad this is no dream br I deserve to suffer br It needs to be more rougher br Why is everyone staring? br Why isn't anyone caring? br Seems that things shall never change br No matter how strange br The world may be at times br Everyone fighting for dimes br Money's running low br But as I take the last blow br I feel death on my shoulder br I wish I could be boulder br My skin is getting colder br As I lay down on the floor br The sky makes a loud roar br Then I believe four br Hours later I awake br The light is too much to take br In with these broken eyes br I can see all of the lies br I've told to everyone I know br I watch as my chances for me going to hell grow br I watch the sad look in God's eyes br As I start to cry about my lies br My name isn't in the book br Without another look br God is gone and in his place br There is a strange, creepy face br I'm going to hell br I knew after life wouldn't end well! br br *(A poem to where I'm going if I don't change my ways, Lies are deceitful and so are suicidal days, But never underestimate Gods ways) *br br Magic What'sHerNamebr br