im here in this dark room wishing you were here and that i could hold you in my arms. br i want to feel the heat off of your body. br i want to feel the touch of your hand. br i want to know you fears and you deepest secrets. br but here i am alone in this dark room. br with the memoerys you left with me on that cold night on st.avn. br the words we spoke was words of the pain. br the looks we sheard was a call for help. br you held me close one time before you left that night. br but we both knew deep down it would only be the last. br for your famliy didnt want you around me. br and my family didnt want me around you. br but my wish on my sexteenth birthday was... br that i could have you in my arms. br so tonight i wright and with god i hope. br that i can close my eyes and wake up to your sweet smile. br in the risen sun shine.