does the white whale call to you br as it does to myself br silent at first but true br till in your soul it's wealth, br br my life is a fervent chase br across the understanding of god br there to that empty space br where the tangles of sin are shod, br br i plunged my desire burning br into flesh to the bone br all while death was yearning br holding open the gates to home, br br so there is only the need br to own, to destroy and then br the satisfaction of the greed br until it rises again.