he will never say im there br never be able to say i care br as i grow and change through the years br i will never know what it is like br to be daddys little girl with my father by my side br my father was different br cruel and lost in a mind br that could never see a better light br satan took him over he took my father br we were sad and even mad br how do you forgive a father br who will never give me his blessings br never be there on my wedding day to walk me down the asile br never be there when i need to cry br he will never be a grandfather to my child br my father ruiened many lifes br not being able to face himself br one early morning he was not to awake br now sometimes i blame myself br i guess for being selfish and wanting to much br why could we not help and make him see?br br shannon willnerbr br