~ A Moment of intimacy ~ br br br a moment of intimacy br felt deep inside br ........an inner dialogue br protruding through br a smothering sensation br .........I'm suffocating br can I retreat........ br can I forget......... br this emotion? br br memories- br frozen in my mind br fragments- br like........... br .......fluttering glints br of silver in the dark. br br I am in too deep br I am going to get hurt br -it came quickly br -this fleeting insight br of forbidden emotions....... br ........there as i touched your face br striking me into immobility br as i froze br terrified of this devotion... br -that I shouldn't feel! br -that I should deny! br and bid farewell br br -but there it was br inside me through and through br I could not hide from it br as it clutched a hold of me br and still has yet to release me.......