Believing that I am thought of as good, br Hearing that people speak of me as good, br And seeing that they want me to be good, br I myself drift to being really good br From my being pretentiously good. br Who knows the amount of pain I undergo br To keep me afloat not to retrieve, br And make me the great I had not been. br 12.09.2005br br Rm.Shanmugam Chettiar.