My wish, my all, my spirit br Only a few rhymes last night br And at that with your words br Not till early morning br Will my poems be definitely gone br What a restless chance of time br Why this deep despair when need screams br Can our life endure except through devotion br Through not drowning every hope from other love br Can we change the line br That you are not belong to me br Surely I not force br Look out into the beauties of garden and river br And relieving your soul with that which must be br Longing demands everything and that very justly br Thus it is to me beside you br And to your beside me br But you deny so easily that I have to fight to live for your sake and mine br If our love were finally blended br You would feel the misery of it br As little as I br This journey was a helpless one br Lacking boat and then chose another wave br But what an awful one br At the stage before the last br I was warned not to sail at storm br I was made fearful of a whirlpool br But that only pulled me in the more danger br And I was wrong br Yet I got some pleasure out of it br As I usually do when I face tragedies br We wished surely see each other tomorrow br Moreover I cannot share with you the thoughts br I have had during these last few hours of that terrible night br Touching my fragile life br If our dreams were always close together and took same way br I would have none of these br My soul is flooded of many memories to say to you br There are dream and reality br When I feel that word amounts to nothing at all br Smile around br Remain my true br My only legacy br My everything br As I am yours br And you are mine br The Heaven have to bless us br br (dedicated to a wonderful singer, Nancy Ajram)br br Ahmad Shiddiqibr br