'If you don’t realize you’re gonna die br your life is just an empty lie' br it says on the can door br Tim pours out the gin bottle br ”when I was younger br I was FULL of energy br wanted to do everything! br I can’t do anything… br I’m looking for something… br there’s nothing… br maybe I’ll kill myself br - into the shadows…” br the girl shudders br Tim rolls a cigarette br ”there’s nothing left of me br when I’m 26-27…” br Jethro Tull from the hi-fi set br they kiss for a long time br so long that I remember them the next day br standing by the hopeless highway br soaking wet from rain br their lips br their soft kisses br glowing flowing hard liquor br glowing flowing tears and fearsbr br Mikael Ejdemyrbr br