I see around me br 'Depression is this' br 'Depression is that' br Depression is hell br When you think of the world br as your enemy br And you run away br To your world, br Yet people try to pull you back, br 'You weren't like this before' br 'What happened to you? ' br And it gets Sickening br to hear their concern br and to know br that your not all there. br Quick, put on a smile, br Or else back to the Pshycologist you go br where they treat you br like your three. br Fake a smile, and get out. br That's my motto. br Depression is the shadows. br When your alone in the dark br And your mind is coming back br from your world. and sees. br It sees that everything is blank. br And it goes numb, br And being numb is not pleasent br so you try to grab something. br Anything, br to bring feeling back to your body. br The closest thing you found was a knife? br Good enough, br Hit the nerves until you can feel again. br Dont think, it ruins the fun. br Depression is not suicidal br It's when your mind is Believed that br your not loved anymore. br And you feel empty inside. br No use, depression is already inside you br And so it feeds off of you. br and drains your energy even before your awake br Causing you to feel Lathargic br and unwanted, br unneeded. br But this is my view. br This is what I see thru my tinted eyes.