all of this pain br all of the emotions br don’t show br locked down br oh so low br bottom of the heart br locked up so tight br for so long br lost the key br key to happiness br no real emotions left br except for pain br the rest all gone br forgotten br so please forgive br only emotions shown br strong depression br never happy br unable to remember “happy” br those feelings lost br forgotten br mind is a mess br sit here br hoping br hoping someone will come along br save from the pain br this state of total depression br so no longer to feel numb with pain br all of this pain br all of the emotions br locked up br so low br don't show true emotions br they are forgotten br locked down so low br and lost that key br the key to happiness br lost forever br and forgottenbr br Scarlet .....