i thought........about br all the answers, that i sought br and with a shout.... br i scream, due to the misery br at all this........has brought br i am amist br a silent war being fought br a road, with so many turns and twists br as my mind resists br the war, between it and my heart br a battle that has torn my insides apart br br with a strategical defense br it fights...with all its might br against........all of this br with a bellow of a heart-broken br scream....due to this nightmarish dream br from the subconscious reminsce br of you.... br i hear a break from deep within br for my soul has softly spoken br as i go...through br another br night of sins br as i remember you...as my lover br instead of my foe br br tears instead of cheers br as my brain, over and over again br reluctantly recalls.........the memories br of them all.....those of my sworn enemy br that i had buried deep within br that i wish to banish..that i long to forget br but a heart never does, does it? br out of sight...hopefully out of mind br but night after night......the memories tend to remind br and i somberly find.......... br each and every dream...is fused with you br a perfect moonlit....siloette br of a man, searching and discovering my body with his hands br a dream of an deep passionate kiss, i wake up to lips, mourning this br goosebumps all over my skin br due to the nights..........warm breezy wind br oh, how i need to fight.....the nights of these sins br i wake in the morning, only to find br ive once again.....been, trapped in time br i plead for it to end...