It makes me bleed and hurts most br Irreparable loss though nothing lost br It may not be material loss or damage br Makes you unseat and difficult to manage br br Why to distrust and cast a doubt? br Why sudden loss of face and turn about? br Is there any secret understanding or clout? br Why sudden loss of battle and rout? br br It pains and hurts my conscience br I must go into oblivion with silence br Knock the inner voice and ask for remedy br Why life turns so hostile with such comedy? br br I will not stand up and face the weather br Neither I will cry or continuously bother br May consider it as set back and differ with br Opinion of others but not suffer br br It gave me enough of strength and joy br Full of real sense and simple tactics employ br Nothing so particular or malice intention br Still it stood as test and raised question br br I must search the soul and repent br No to further quest and consent br Confine to realm with utmost sincerity br Steady pace and no more hostility br br I should go down with human dignity br Love to live with simple natural beauty br Who is there on earth without any blame? br Can any one remain aloof and claim? br br I too would live with no malign intent br Avoid unpleasant scne and remain content br God is so kind to grant us whatever we desire br Why then we hesitate and not even admire?br br hasmukh amathalalbr br