Oh my God the pain br of desperation br within the walls br of my depression... br br the greyness of it all br a world awash in muted tones, br blandness as its epitome br br blocking life's rainbows br from existence within my memory br reaching deeply with suffocating tendrils br that wrap my soul in confusion br and disgrace... br br a great sadness br abounds here, locked br behind closed doors, awaiting br loves anxious arms br that come no more...