I feel addicted i can't seem to stop. br I crave for more no matter what's the cost. br When i take it i feel my heart is beating fast about to pop. br Without it i feel useless, helpless i get lost. br br That's my only secret beyond my smile hidden. br Flashbacks comes to my mind a lot of memories. br Now i feel everything i do is forbidden. br Always dark my world full of worries. br br Nothing really have a taste nothing is sour or sweet. br I feel chocked every night with a knot. br Empty alone i feel uncomplete. br Thinking about my life, i really been through a lot. br br I am dying soon i feel it from inside. br I am getting weaker with time not a bit strong. br I am trying to express my agony and write. br Maybe when i am gone you will remember me for so long.