[To my love, my light: Madox...] br br My love for You, Son br Is no different today br than it was the moment br You became inside me- br br I am Nothing more than br an empty Shell without You. br br My distance is only to br Protect You br from what follows me. br br O’ what a scare my Eyes will give You. br For my Soul’s been taped; br but not before being raped. br The mending takes time br and I will not have You staring, br Standing br Eye to Eye br While I fight to recover br my smiling Eyes. br br Stop Your Searching br for ‘Mama‘s Car’- br or [i]Me.[i] br br I begged God br to have pity upon me. br With his Mercy, br He spared Your br Sacred Soul br from All - or any br Animosity. br br [i] Or so I Force myself to Believe.