So tonight i crawl back inside myself, br the only place that's safe, br from the paralyzing judgement, br you hand out like free samples of lemon aid, br I have stood and taken it, br thinking maybe if i am strong i can win your love, br maybe just a little pride, br regardless after everything you feel nothing, br you were supposed to be someone i could come to, br someone i could love, br but its hard when all that person does is look down on you, br and i can promise you mother of mine, br what the life i live is driven by, br Its driven by the hate, the hurt, br you caused my heart to feel, br and i know you don't believe in me, br but this i know, br I will prove you wrong about me, br show you who i can really be, br If its the last thing i do, br I WILL NEVER BE LIKE YOU! ! !br br Kayla Corinne Beneteaubr br