My heart will stay in a cryptic memory, br tainted to the touch but cold to the br core, br what my heart use to dwell on the faintest lies br spread across lips stained to br perfection, br now burns with kerosene through MY hopes br and MY dreams, br tearing through mY flesh and crying out br MY lies, br hoping for everything to be okay in my eyes, br but then at the same time walk with a broken smile br and not a hand to hold me through the times that I needed br it the most, br my Superman was never there when I br needed him to save me from myself, br have me mixed up on what's real or not, br kept me guessing on when to walk on eggshells, br when to speak or when to just let go. br br I've thrown my heart into countless lessons of br broken hearts and so I've locked my br feelings up tight...away from anyone so they br won't hurt me...my heart will stay as a cryptic memory br far away...for no one to see.