Black clouds move in. br The thunder shakes the night sky. br Lightening strikes and blocks the fear in the eyes. br The rain begins and so do the tears. br All a act which has been played out many times before. br Alone in a field where nothing seems real. br br But now I'm not alone there's one who knows the truth, br It's getting closer to the day I truly break down I can feel it with each hug, br Getting harder to keep suppressed the pain that know one has ever seen. br I just hope it's not coming to soon. I don't think I'm ready for it just yet.