As the months in my life's planner br is flipping over br I realize br I have lost my dream br My hope br And my promises br That I made to myself br And br I'm isolating myself br From everyone and everything...... br br For I only see br A shadow of doubt br Bugging me br And bringing the stormy clouds br Over my life br Where bitterness and hostility br And untrapped anger br Is tangled in a web...... br br And I feel under br The crushing weight br Of uncertanity br And negative feelings br That is creating disruption br In my life br And I hear the sound of panic br Erasing my bits and pieces br Of happy memories...... br br And in all this I see br My cares and troubles of the day br Floating out and taking over br My nagging and doubtful thoughts br And burying me deep br In the shadow of doubt......