I am so confused. br I want to kiss you. br And yet I want to smack you br and tell you to stay away. br I want to pull you closer so br I have someone to hold on to. br But then I want you to go away br and never come back. br NO wait I want you to stay br with me, and help me, love me. br I don't know what I want right now. br I am so confused. br You mean so much br to me and yet so little. br I am just too confused to know br what is good and what is bad. br I just want you to leave or stay right br now don't ask what I want. br What I say makes no sense br but I guess you just need to get over it. br Because what I say is the truth. br I love you and always will. br What I want is to know what I br really want in life. br So if you can't help br me then stay away.