I can remember how I was br A long time ago br So innocent and young br Free to play in the snow br How I can recall what great days they were br Now that theyre gone I feel so distant br Yet so near br br I can see all the episodes br Of my mom and i br Going somewhere, driving away br With my dad no where in sight br But truthfully that was alright br I have no place in him br But he has a place in me br Don’t know where that place is right now br Only time will tell where he will be br Oh tell me where my life has been br Oh tell me where it will begin br When I find love? Money? Freedom? br Our lives never befin br Cause were all on the road to the end br br I don’t wanna write a poem br Don’t wanna write a song br Cuz all I do is get it wrong br The words I speak are not true br Utter lies made to fool you br Don’t believe a word I say br The end of the word will happen yesterday br That would end my life br A release of my grief br Know not to you br But to me as a thief br Of others credit and merit in life br Please lord, have mercy on I br Please don’t make me live forever! ! ! ! br Please lord, please just let me die br Soon oh dear soon br Just make me with and fall to the way br I have spent all my years br Trying to kill what I have lost in my life br But please have pity for me br Don’t make me survive br Just end it all and let me diebr br Robbie Squiresbr br