I write in there br On the page small and big br I attach smileys and pictures br On my cell phone br In my mail box br br I go through the much awaited events br Planned in urgency br With dates and time br Many worries are coded in those words br Much happiness br Impatience br br Now after deleting lots of them br And also the sent ones br Some drafts too br As more important and mundane messages br Reappear br Much faster br br My space is too small to keep all br Like all memories that pass by br I want to keep them br Some with love and others with chagrin br Some with happiness and others with remorse br Some catchy phrases from my heart br Some made up jokes br br It gives me pain to delet them br But I have no choice br I don’t either want them retained br That equally gives me pain br I want to live those events again br Some new ones too br br I see every thing growing br Passing by my side br Like riding a train br Seeing outside the window br In fast speed br 8122009br br Sadiqullah Khanbr br