My heart once pure, br now filled with hate, br what have I now become, br from the drugs I take. br br My will, my life, br father, I give it back to you! br I haven't the courage, br to carry me through. br br Now on my knees, br with tears in my eyes, br looking up too you desperately! br Just wanting to die! br br Heavenly father, br take me in your arms, br so my soul will be saved. br Take away my bottle, br so I can live another day. br Maybe even get a day, week are a month a year? br br I will follow the path br you set out in front of me br trusting only in fate br to guide the way br br br (Thank you to all my readers..