the churning in my belly, br gets worse everyday, br who would want to live in this place? br abusive behavior, br who will be my savior? br i prey to see daylight, br at night, br nobody cares about a loney little girl, br they sleep through my screaming and crying, br i rip out my hair and pierce my skin, br the sight of blood, br so soothing, br i stop the self-mutilation, br and look in the mirror, br for today is a new day, br but who's to say, br maybe it will just be a reapeat of what goes on, br everyday of my life.