This Night I am, br So sleepless and lost, br Lost from sleep and lost in thought. br Moment by moment the darkness fades into light, br And yet no sleep appears to be sight... br br I am wandering about. br Though in bed, br I am millions of miles and year and days away. br I remember the past so painfully well. br br Sleep seems to beckon to me, br But always at a distance, tonight. br Why am I haunted by my memories? br Why can I not start from a new? br br I am restless and dreamless. br I am reminiscent and dying of hurt.