Things are neither delicious to eat br Nor disgusting to vomit br Everything is tasteless br br Whenever I turn around to check the things around br I can hardly see anything br All things had turned colorless br br A funeral of all my children, Joy, Pain, Hope, and Torment br Is there at the moment br Oh, I'm childless! br br All the castles I've built for everything in me br Are now on ground..Damn! br I turned them homeless br br Paralysed I am br No sensation of grief I feel br Nor happiness br br Laughing at a time br Crying then once br As if i'm mindless br br Look at the sky which waited my complaints to offer a cuddling br As if i heard that tonight a moon would bethere br But i can see nothing.It's moonless! br br Oh my heart! br Where are the burdens that caused you pain? ! br Even pain had turned painless! br br I don't know if life is changing till this extent br Or upon my vision to life a curse is. br Would it be that everything is alright and upon it is a bless? br br So confused to predict and so hard to focus is.. br Once up once down..So scattered myself is.. br I can't even tell if i'm conscious or i have lost my consciousness br br I guess i'd rather stop thinking br Take a turning br And go somewhere else.