the only honesty i can offer you br inside my empty room br is the bluntness of silence br br ask me why i have no answer br to all your questions br i don't think that you are a stranger br to a love without name or br categories br you have been fucked up br do not deny that br you have been bleeding br and you have not healed yet br from that pain that br you voluntarily infected upon br your heart, br br silly. br br this time i will lie again br i love you, and i have to repeat it br to reinforce this lie br like a weak concrete post br concealed by fresh cement br br if you ask me to kneel br i will br there is not much effort br in doing something that br i do not mean br br you will see me lowering my head br and you may decapitate br what crown of integrity i have br br bowing like a slave losing his grip br on the power of words br and protestation br br i worship you br i undress myself like a cursed god of air br i become a dim light to your touch br i become a mist br a fog, a cloud, a mirage, a rainbow br a stream of thoughts br that you can never hold br br silly. br kiss me if you br can.br br RIC S.