My mind was a film br playing the past br going through memories br I wish would never last br I sat looking back br at what used to be br quickly wanting this to end br so I could focus on what’s now me br br My mind was a movie br showing me what’s going on now br previewing my choices br that I hope to answer my question of how br I sat looking there br at what has now become br desiring for this to be done br or that I was completely numb br br My mind was a video br going on fast forward br scanning my future br seeing what I’m headed towards br I sat looking ahead br at what I am to be br I wish I could change it br But life’s already been set for mebr br Silent Speakerbr br