lost am I on a raging sea br drowning in a painful fury br of ruined dreams and collapsing me br br eyes are on flames, heart is frozen br as hands was molded in metal sheets br capped with eons of crusade br br until when the fire shall live? br only my own self to extinguish br when forgiveness dwells in me br br br br 3rd of February,2010br br Catrina Heartbr br