I used to think I could not carry on, br With the thought of you being gone. br But through the years I have built up my strength, br To live out my life until its fullest length. br I hold my pillow at night and I shed tears, br Wishing you could be here to rid me of my fears. br My heart has a void that no one can ever fill, br I have tried to fight it but it’s just not in my will. br I need you mommy more than you will ever know, br Gone from me at a young age our love never had a chance to grow. br How could our God take you away from me at an age so pure? br I had no direction in my and I have been so insecure. br My love has been affected by the absence of you, br But I know this is not something you would want to put me through. br All I can do is just pray that your spirit will always be with me, br While I live through these obstacles of my reality. br No one could ever replace you in my heart, br I’m still so hurt that this life you had to depart. br I need you more now than I ever had before, br I need you to comfort my soul where I feel so insecure. br Maybe a few words of encouragement or even a hug, br Nothing in this world could ever replace a mother’s love. br There is so much I want to tell you so many things to say, br So I just bow my head hold my hands together and I pray. br Dear mommy I hope you can hear what I say to you, br But I need some guidance I don’t know what to do. br Just give me a sign in some kind of way, br To reassure me that I will have better days. br Sometimes I just need you here with me as my friend, br Anyway I love you mommy, and I am saying amen.