I didn't know today, you would not br be here tomorrow. br br I didn't know, I would never again hear br you speak my name, or say, 'I love you'. br br I didn't know we would never again br make love. Never again, feel as one. br Never again experience that total br feeling of love and being loved. br br I didn't know, that most of me, would br go where you have gone. That most br of who I am, would disappear into br that eternal dark and endless abyss. br br I didn't know...without you, without us... br there would be no me. br br I didn't know, how the cruel silence br of our empty house, would make me br weep, at the mere thought of you. br br I didn't know how dark the days would br become and how empty and lonely br the nights would be. br br I didn't know, the joy, in the music of br life, would forever cease. br br I didn't know all our well meaning friends, br would all paraphrase the same words: br 'Life goes on. You must go on.' br br I didn't know how....If could go on. br If I wanted to go on. br For without you, life was not life, br but merely existence. br br I do know this. For me...never, for br all eternity, will there ever be another you. br br There are days, I ache so much for you, br I find it almost impossible to breath. br br I send you my heart and my soul, for without br you, they are but empty vessels. br br Where ever you are...you know...I love you br now...and I always will.