I want more of those 'I'll hold you br forever nights' as we drifted br peacefully and contentedly...asleep. br br I want more of those quiet mornings, br waking beside you and seeing you br smile softly...as you awoke. br br I want more of our walks through br the precious and memorable times br of our life. br br I want more of you dragging me off to br our place of worship and our listening br to the hymnal music...and loving every br minute of it. br br I want more of your kisses and the love br that was always there and the way you br looked at me and the way you said br my name and the way you said I love you... br br I want more of those out of the way places br we use to go. We would eat, drink, dance as I got br lost in the love of who you are. br br I want more of the way you made me feel and br all of your unspoken looks of love. br br I just want more of you. I just want my life back. br I just want...our life back. br br I want more...but you gone. Now I am filled br with rage...anguish and emptiness, that I can not br longer... have more. br br I would give all my eternal bliss...just to have more... br just to have one more day...of you. br br Find me my darling. Help me. Give me....more.