when your memory creeps it turns my heart cold br thinking of all the lies and promises you told br you thought id follow you thought id obey br thinking as you did just gave you away br i try not to think of you now im free br just knowing that we could never be br just thinking of the 'ifs' 'ands' or 'buts' br thinking as i do may drive me nuts br so before i lose all my sanity br i will spit upon your so called sincerity..