Without proper preparation I did my French br presentation, words flowing together in new br melodies, mécanique quantique, l’infiniment br petit, astrophysique, l’infiniment grand dans br une aventure fantastique, fabuleuse br br Étoiles, océans, poissons sont reliés - c’est br mystérieux, magique, quantum physics reveals br a universe consisting of intelligent energy, the br presence of awareness in everything in the br never-ending excitement of infinity br br I could not stop long enough to shorten long br sentences, explain strange concepts, I kept br looking for rhythms to confer beauty and br harmony to the objects perceived by all br our senses, stars, oceans, snowflakes br br Everything flows into a seamless whole when br the laser beams of eyes and mind reconstitute br the vibrations of reality into a perfect hologram br I could not climb outside myself to look at the br world inside my head from a new perspective br br My listeners never heard the song playing in my br mind in joyous appreciation for all the delights br and wonders revealed by modern science - and br the freedom conferred by relativity, maybe they br could not understand, maybe they never will br br Now no matter dear, the joy of hinting at mysteries br at the heart of our universe was enough to bring br the glow of passion into my life, give meaning to br the anxiety of existentialism ever-threatening to br tear my life and mind apart br br The riddle of existence is the most wonderful aspect br of the puzzle presented by our being on earth, lightens br the black feeling of le néant and brings light to the br darkest corners of the multiverse!br br Margaret Alicebr br