Slowly wanting to die br It always makes me cry br Me just wishing to die br My entire life makes me cry: '( br My family & friends br I will forgive them in the end br My life is so messed up br I can barely keep up br From the yelling, to the arguing br My ears ache with pain br Because im the only kid getting yelled at br Its like they only know my name br They making me want to die br Just so i can cry no more br The tears that roll down my face br Are from pain, suffering, and hate br I feel so unloved, and misunderstood br My family does not get me br Who i really am br I dont think they will really understand br That im hurting so bad inside br Yes, im different, but is there sometihng wrong with that? br All I want is for them to understand br That my heart is breaking inside br Im a mom, a daughter, and granddaughter br But thats all they know br Because im hiding who i am br From my family till the end br im sorry to say but.... br My life is starting to drift away.