South of Sorrow br North North West of Pain br br I search for you &... br ...lose you yet again. br br I calculate your absence br by the stars br br & you are near br though you are far. br br I wander through this Wilderness of Loss br ...is this what loving you has cost? br br East of Loneliness br West of Grief br br ...If only for one brief br br ... your voice echoes inside my head br br ... I see you smile & laugh br br ... pretend that you're not dead. br br ...pretend that you're not dead.