He said things would never change br that things would always be the same br he told me he loved me br he swore all this on our friendship br br but after that night we had no friendship nor any love br after that night he said goodbye br after that night he said it never mattered br after that night he ignored me br after that night he left for good br br it wasnt my fault br it wasnt me who made all the mistakes br it wasnt me who turned and walked away from him br cause i still love him, but he made the choice br to leave me standing all alone that night br br he left me standing there full of saddness and shame br he left me believing all his lies br he left me to love him after thaat night br br nothing was ever the same nor will it ever be br because after that night not a bit of that night could make it right br i lost my best friend and my first love after that nightbr br kendyll brownbr br