Maybe you’re everything I want br Because I’m everything I hate br And what I love about you most br Is that we are both the same br It seems that everything you do br I am just trying to run away br From and then we put the nail br On the coffin that bears my name br It’s always harder to love someone br When you can’t even love yourself br Hypocrisy takes its toll br Recuperating mouth to mouth br br And we say save yourself, serve yourself br Love for nothing br Surround a ring of wealth ‘round yourself br Brake for conversation br Your bitter pill of sex and lust br Remember times of head and br Choking up, all this dust br br Drinking down a piss of alcohol br Lose a face amongst a crowd br Tell yourself you love this girl br And watch another two make out br While I play games inside my head br Tell myself it’s not your fault br Placing blame around a noose br Out of pride and pity to a halt br Stop myself, look behind br Believing lies of which I see br The truth of what is in your mouth br Just slit my wrists and watch them bleed br br In the name of the end br To the end with my name br Stopping self-sacrifice br Producing crystallizing shame br I blame myself to blame someone br Else so I don’t blame myself br For falling in love with a girl br That I can’t be with or elsebr br Christopher's Deadbr br