i am not at all br shock br when she finally says br that this beautiful art of flying br over your body br seeing it then as a piece br of medium log br heavy on the bed br can be accomplished br so well br in such a brief instant br of the gunshot br on the head br or through the br mouth. br br plain suicide br as simple as br you can do it br i can do it, but br i am not that br stupid to sacrifice br my own life br for the sake br of this art.br br RIC S.