its like a terrible addiction br i couldnt get enough br a tidal wave of attention br just swept me away br why did i like it so much br when it hurt me so bad? br i dont know br i will never know br my mismatched feelings br love, loss, regret br i became my own nightmare br one i couldnt get past br one i couldnt forget br you were the monster on my back br the drug that wouldnt go away br but as i tried, i failed br it was too hard br i liked the feeling too much br i wanted, to be wanted br but after it all br i realized what i got br heart break.....